WE ARE ALL GHOSTS

heavy metal / graffiti / cartoons / beer / whatever

“she is at the end chasing her own fading light
running from her shadow in the name of living
searched for worth in the lust of men
paid in blood in different beds
mistaking sex for true love
they never meant a thing
her addiction brought her a world
of coward boys and of cheater girls
looking for an easy way out of being ordinary
so she boarded their sinking ship
and crossed their red needle sea
drowning truth to live her lie
that she was ordinary
in her fading shadow”

This shit made me laugh harder than I have in a long while and I have no idea why.

(Source: b0omhauer, via animejebbush)

I’ve been thinking of you 110% more than I should lately, and it’s giving me a goddamn aneurism.

It’s 5am

I woke up in a daze or headache from the speed I took. Drinking old ass warm beer I left at this spot and smoking ground score smokes I found earlier. Patsy cline gets me or maybe I just get her.

Today I start a full time “real” job for the first time since 2014. I’m excited to make some money but anxious about being tied down outside the city. But it’ll be fine. I’m really missing certain people who aren’t even in my life anymore. I wish I could turn things back, but it’s best to move forward from this day on since it doesn’t even fucking matter. Life goes on. Fuck love.